And We All Fall Down

I’m finally doing all my pottermore stuff:

My wand is an english oak with unicorn core, 12 and a quarter inches, supple

Ravenclaw

I feel like this is my heart and soul all in one and I adore it with all my heart like it 

(YOU SHOULD ALL BE EXCITED FOR ME) 

I even like my username that I picked out at 1:30 in the morning almost a year ago. LightThorn120, glad to know I hadn’t completely lost it. 

Wahoo you guys! I’ve been up since 3:30 this morning. I dropped my mom off at her race and then drove around for a while sorta blindly and then I slept at a park for 45 minutes ish and once I was awake enough I thought to check the maps app on my phone to figure out where in the world I was.

And as a second thought thing to say: my abs are sore. I feel like I have a million bruises haha

So until I fix it I’m going to  shamelessly self promote two of my other blogs.

My writing: www.writeawaylife.tumblr.com

Where you can see how obsessed with languages I can be:

cinco-lenguas-encantadas.tumblr.com

Anonymous asked: thirteen, seventeen, twenty-four. I love your blog by the way!

Thanks! I’m actually really surprised I’m actually getting asked questions, this doesn’t actually happen often.

13-What time do you go to bed? This is actually really hard because I don’t have a set time. I try to go to sleep before 11:30 on school nights, but I always end up staying up late to do homework. When I can I go to sleep earlier, like 10-10:30

17-Do you hate the person you fell the hardest for? Not at all. 

24-Is there someone you wish you could fix things with? Yes. A lot of people actually. I have a habit of getting into relationships and then not being able to handle how much they care, how much they know, the fact I have responsibilities. I don’t know. I can’t handle a lot of things, so I’d like to fix it with people I’ve dated (mainly Jonny because he wants to hate me but he doesn’t so he wants me to hate him so he says…hurtful stuff and Rachael because she’s cool and didn’t deserve to be hurt).

Anonymous asked: 1, 23, 34, 46, 53, 64, 80 YEAH RANDOM NUMBERS

Yay random numbers!

1-Let’s start with a tricky one; what is the real reason you are confused right now? How in the world my friends are so nice to me and how they care so much more (more than I care about myself) and how in the world people like me when I can be so awful to them.

23-Were you happier four months ago than you are now? I think I’m actually happier now. That sorta seems insane, after I typed it. but it wasn’t the best month then..

46-Do you regret anything? Yes. I regret a lot. I’ve hurt so many people that don’t deserve to be hurt. I’ve hurt so many people I care about more than I can describe, and I still hurt them. 

53-What was the last thing you ate?  carrots! 

64-What’s preventing your current boyfriend/girlfriend from going back to their ex? no idea

80-Are you atheist? I actually tried to describe my viewpoints on god recently and it failed. I believe in nature and science work together, and that there maybe some higher being that drinks coffee and has human flaws just like we do, even if they (he/she/multiple) aren’t human. (I say oh my lords a lot…) and I believe that you should follow your gut when you’re torn at a decision, that everything has an equal and opposite reaction and the rule of 3 and that we should be good people because people are going through their own little hell without our knowledge. and that actions speak louder than words. (I feel like such a hypocrite because I am not always the nicest person, or the best person, and I really need to work on it).

thegrapevinessceneleftfordead asked: 3, 6, 8, 22, 45, 12 Where in CO are you from!? (:

I’m going to ask where I am in colorado privately because people don’t need to come and kill me :P (not likely but whatever)

3-If your significant smoked pot, would you care?: It really depends. I care if they smoke all the time, but if it’s just a one time thing I wouldn’t mind as much. So yes but I’d be more worried about being the second choice to a drug.

6-You’re drunk and lost walking down a road; who is with you? This is hard. I would say my friend Rowan, but I don’t think she’d be drunk. She’d be the one who’d probably have to hold my hair back. And it would suck for her, but she’s one of those friends who I can rely on like no other. If the other person were drunk I’d say maybe McKenna because even though we’re not the closest friends I can sorta imagine it happening.

EDIT: I can actually really imagine myself getting drunk somewhere and getting lost with my friend Annie. People who know her in real life are probably surprised I’d say that,but yes. I can actually REALLY easily imagine  ending up drunk together

8-Are you close with your dad? I guess yes, because we don’t fight, but I’m not close to him like I’m close to my mom. He doesn’t know too much about me..

22-Do you believe what goes around comes around? Yes. 100%

45-Do you believe exes can be friends? I really don’t know about this but I always want to be friends. I think it depends on whether the other person wants to or not. If nothing else I think exes can be  nice to each other.

12-Do you like hickeys? I have no idea. I’ve never had one.

So today I decided that I’d rather workout till I puke than bother to stick my fingers down my throat.